Sunday, February 21, 2010

Changes: Pray First

Life can change in an instance... yes. However, it is a mysterious twists and turn to make things happen. What makes me understand this is because since I saw my older brother getting marry at the age of 16... I knew then I wanted to marry. But marry whom? I prayed endlessly. When I had my first boyfriend... til the day I meant my final boyfriend and now fiance almost ten years later. Every day in between when I got lonely I prayed for the characteristics I wanted in my one day husband. I prayed from things as important as I pray he spents time with our kids all the way to I hope he enjoys going to the movies with me. And I can trustfully say, my fiance is the man I have been praying for. It took many tears of loneliness and "where the hell is he" to wow maybe he is the one.... well my soon to be husband is the one. God knew what was in my heart... and equally I see God knew what was in my future husband's heart. We were made for each other.... not exactly alike but love that bonds us together. And we are happy so super happy. So thank you God... for him and everything that he is and will be.

I want to encourage all girls out there. If you're thinking about getting married one day. Pray. Pray first. I am thankful that God let me pray and God knew years in advance what my "one day in the future" husband would be like. God knew also what my guy would be looking for. The real love that feels more alive... that ONLY God can give is more greater than any other love I know. So after you chase the Lord of Lords... than let God plan the rest. God has in mind the man that he wants to be your husband. And I'm happy as can be.