For the first time, I don't know exactly what to write. Normally I write whatever is on my heart or in my life but honestly both are broken right now. Very broken. I'm sitting here wanting and wishing for more.
I think that just may be the problem. I know that in my life I want everything to perfect especially me. I want the right friends, the right schedule, the right attitude, the right life.... Well, maybe if I was sooo perfect- that would be the major problem. See, there is beauty that I think only God can truly see when we are not so perfect. When we are truly bruised and broken, we finally allow God to fix us. There is a true beauty that is amazing when we stop reflecting ourselves and reflect God. There's a saying I always say, less of me means more of Him. Well, if my heart and my life were so perfect then they wouldn't be His. We are God's kids because we're bruised and broken. But in the same way that Christ became bruised and broken... the beauty is that God does "fix" us. We don't have to be bruised and broken. And if we are, there is beauty in it because then that means we not only need God but we desire Him. Now don't get me wrong, it is of course better to want a relationship to be perfect with no problems and no pain. But having a saved relationship that has gone through problems and pain and yet restored itself is just as wonderful. Just as beautiful.
So I'll take this bruised and broken time as another time to restore me to my first beauty. I, after all, am created in His Image, God's Image and there's nothing more beautiful than that. So here's to being God's bruised and broken kid, the beautiful people.
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