I am searching

I admit that the Lord is Lord of my life. But I often take it back, very often. So I am searching every day to hear his voice except I keep failing to see Him in the unseen but rather I try to see Him in the things that are in plain view. There is quote that says that, "When it is dark, you see the stars". This is obvious but somehow I keep forgetting that God is there in the mist of everything. Just because the sun is shinning, or it is a cloudy night, doesn't mean the stars magically disappear. This is my start to challenge myself to be accountable to what I say, do, and act and whether or not I really am being the Lord's child. Here is the start to really confront because sadly it has to be me and no one else. Here's to the search...